Offical time: 3:53:08 (8:56 per mile)
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU to all the family, friends and supporters who emailed, donated, showed up on race day or supported this crazy idea in any way. It was invaluable and there’s no way it would have succeeded without you.
I apologize for not posting much lately. The last month of training was psychologically very difficult and it was hard to write. As race day got closer and closer, I started becoming more and more afraid (mostly irrationally) about whether this was a smart thing for my heart. It didn’t help that my (and Gavin’s) Birthday is in April and this month is also the first anniversary of his death. Not an easy time.
But, we did it! And, it was so much more special and fun and inspiring (and painful) than I ever thought it would be. I felt like a rock star. I guess 4 hours of having fans lined up and yelling for you will do that. Landers and I planned to run together unless one of us completely fell apart and it worked out great. He pushed me for the first 18 miles or so and I pushed him for the last 8. I wasn’t sure if it was smart to run with someone else but I think it helped a lot at those times where it would have been very easy to start thinking about giving up. (For me, that was around miles 15-19, when I felt fine but was having trouble imagining running for another 7-11 miles.)
Overall, it went about as well as running for 4 hours can go and I ended up pretty much exactly as planned – just under 9-minute miles and just under 4 hours total. My pace was a bit quick at the start (Landers was pushing me a bit, but it felt okay), but I felt good throughout. My legs were dead tired by mile 22, but at that point I knew I could finish. Cardiovascularly, I had no problems. It felt like I could have kept on running if my legs had been willing (which they definitely were not). So, other than the possibility of losing 3 toenails on my left foot (1 is definitely a goner) and taking stairs VERY slowly for a couple of days, I feel great.
Heck, I’d actually consider doing it again. No promises though.
Final word: I’m not sure I’ve done anything in my life that made me feel as good about people. The other runners, the people lined up on the street, the family and friends who came out, they were all the nicest, most generous, sincere and supportive people I’ve ever seen. Perfect strangers would look me directly in the eye on heartbreak hill and say “you’re doing great, you’re amazing, you can do this!” with complete sincerity. How often does that happen in life?